I-Xuen's Blog

2010-11-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

hello! im back here again...

long time no blog le.... life has been ok for me ba.. i guess.... but i think mayb i'll stop blogging in here soon le.. cause like dunno what to say leh... abit boring... recenttly keep seeing my friends play computer games, then even my bro oso playing computer games.. haha.. then i feel like.. wth.. i no life sia... i dun play games de.. firstly is cause mine is mac and there isnt much games to play on that... secondly got no other games that will keep me interested leh... but all of them are all enjoying themselves by playing games.. but what about me? i reach home everytime oso like nth much to do litat.. on computer, FB awhile, bath, read book jiu like nothing to do le... totally like no entertainment for myself de... hai... like sad litat only.. i guess mayb that is why i going to join alot of race ba.. jus keep running and training since i so no life... hai....

xuen

2010-11-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

Long long time Bo blog here le. Hahaha. Recently things has been ok for me ba I think. Just came back from a one mth recourse training at tekong. Haha. Feel that life is kinda better there. Think fighting n training is much more suitable for me rather then office work ba. Anw, come back from there I jiu fall sick le. Haha. Dunno why oso. High fever somemore sia. But today I'm better le. Recently been thinking alot leh. Like think abt the past... Then future. Dunno how will my future be like. Dunno if this is really what I wan to do in the future. Do I really wanna stay in theatre life? Am I suitable for theatre life? Is is really what I wan? I dunno man. There is so many things to consider. Not only abt work. It's abt everything. Hai. Super confused de lor... Cui...

Oh well, going go slp le ba.

Nites world

ok...

2010-04-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

ok... i shall blog a proper one cause i am way toooooooo boring...... hahaha...

life has been going on fine i guess.. got UP and oso got DOWN... so looking on a bright side.. i shld say its quite entertaining.. hahaha... =x looking from my last post..... i think i shall update from there.. haha..

i cant really remb wat happen after the singapore arts fest last year... i think i work thru the remaining months ba... did 1 esplanade show as lighting designer for a children show.. then went into esplanade as causal SM... did a sch show as technical officer.. earn some money.. then i go into NS life liao....

NS life- i think after 6 mths in there... i got only one word "SUCKS"..

haha.. seriously, although i am holding a clerk position.. buut imagine all the shit there is in the SAF... u wil be shocked man... i can see how stupid ppl are, how slow their working rates are.. and i think by hiring they all its a waste of all of our parents money that is given to them.... i think they give me better.... faster work rate and better work.. haha.. but alas, i still got to know a number of friends who have since became my good buddy... haha.. luckily for me lor.. else i cannot imagine how to survive my 2 years there.. haha... which i think mayb not cause im going for a review soooonn.. so who knows.. i might be going back to tekong as a rec to go thru the normal route.. lol!

this few days have been busy.. haha.. trying to get as much money as i can for my 21st birthday sia.. haha.. venue book liao... now is to tally the number of ppl coming so that i can arrange the buffet and the drink and booze and etc.. haha... kinda looking forward to it cause im planning all by myself! heh... hope it will be a good 21st.. lol... then one more thing i have been thinking is my wishlist leh... but seriously la... i dun really have much to ask or wish for.. wat i really really wan is a CAR!! haha.. be it second hand or wat.. haha.. but nah.. its super way too exp liao.... lol.....

haha.. i so long no blog dunno will anyone see or not... haha.. see le mux tell me hor..h ahahaha

2010-04-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

hi dead blog.. im here... bye

2009-05-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

woots.... long time no blog.. finally im done with one of the singapore arts festival show.. haha now suddenly i feel like very free litat.. shiok shiok... anw, ytd dd and me went to sentosa to sun tan and to celebrate my birthday earlier cause this week from thurs onwards i wil lbe busy at lasalle with the next arts festival show... haha...

dd got me a hand made cloth birthday letter and a self designed t-shirt!!

thanks dd!!!

think thats about all... and my 6th month is coming!!! yeah!!!

ciaos

Julius caesar...

2009-04-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

some of the photos of Julius Caesar. which i was the lighting designer....

was very please wif the photos and the comments from shao n the dean.. haha ... cause the dean of performing arts actually said that the lighting for julius caesar was of high quality.. wahahaha...

xuenny..

2009-04-19T21:39:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!

okok.. i know i super long no blog le.. wahaha.. been busy... haha... and a bit of LAZY... with laziness (80%) hahaha... anyway, i've kinda 'graduate' from sch le.. haha.. but glad that my show is all over... haha.. was lighting designer for my final show case.. it went welll overall.. i guess.. haha.cause the dean and shao was kinda happy and satisfied.. lol.... now gotta slack ard doing nothing and helpin out in sch with the remaining sch shows then gotta go for my psychosis rehearsals in may le.. haha.. finally taking up as a Stage Manager in the professional field.. haha.. shiok.. anw... will upload some photos and stuffs when i feel less lazy.. wahaha!!

go watch CATS the musical! haha its great~!!

xuenny

2008-12-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

oops... sorry.. i didnt meant to ignore u.. i didnt know u not sleepy.. and was surprise u werent beside when i woke up.. sorry dear... =(

xuenyyy.....

frustrated...

2008-12-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

frustrated? yea.. i think tat is the correct word to use on me right now... i am indeed frustrated...

2008-12-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

By Andy.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yeah.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
mayb? haha

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Hmmm.. as long as it takes if i really love her

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
donate it to Sheng Wei, buy a car...

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
i got freaking no idea

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both bah..

7. What do you love doing?
dun sleep? haha

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
good question... i dunno myself

9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy?
duh.... :)

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?
hmmm... i dun think so

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i dunno lehx.. have been wondering about that myself

12. Who is currently the most impotant people to you?
Family, She... friends

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
i dunno.. confused

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor if we are loving

15. What is your favourite colour?
Blue.. and Purple

16. If you are attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
kick my own butt

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
will de la.. but takes time

18. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only god knows what) with other girls/guys?
Depends on wat stuffs

19. Do you believe that there's "Love At First Sight"?
Kinda

Sabo:
-every WMIC who has a blog.
-whoever who has got nothing better to do -.-
- Petrina dawn tan

sunday...

2008-12-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

today was an okok day ba... went out wif parents in the morning for breakfast.. then went home to do my face mask.. hehe.. now the face so so shiok.. nice! haha.. then went to meet guang zu to chill and hang out and update update each other cause we have been so busy wif our own stuffs that we haven meet in ages... haha. then went back to hua jing for dinner then zhen hao and guang zu came ober... they playin some games on xbox now while i blog.. haha

today didnt get to see pet... its a sunday so its some kinda of like a family day for her... i misses her alot.. haix.. but i haven been spending much time wif her the whole week tat i felt i had neglected her.. sorry dear. i didnt want it either but wif nutcracker i got no choice oso.. until tml they are still goin to do re-plotting.. haiz.. dunno wats wrong with them oso... i'm sorry.. but next week will be better le.. when everything settles down i think we can have the morniing and afternoon free le.. then after everythin ends we can have the remaining 2 weeks to ourselves le.. hehe.. jus bear on wif it a bit more ok?

xuenny

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my turn le.. hehe

2008-12-12T16:03:00.003+08:00

hey hey, ok here it is.... haha..

it has been a happy 2 weeks plus? haha.. the sad thing is i seem to start the job at the wrong time eh?? just got together then i have to work then got no time for you although now its our holidays.. i'm sorry..

since u got so many points, i shall oso have a few oso...

firstly, u are real cute dear.. haha.. came all the way to find me still dowan to tell me, keep telling me smth else make me in suspense.. then still say never bully me.. hehe.. but i was presently surprise that u will come down to esplanade to look for me.. haha.. we have to get use to it isnt it? when we got shows its gotta be litat..

secondly, i find ur jokes funny.. seriously, although other ppl find find it lame and =.=" i find it funny and im not trying to entertain u hor.. haha.. i really find it funny.. hehe..

thirdly, it will be the same as urs...

'nuff said'

hhehe

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xuenny

2008-12-02T13:58:00.001+08:00

hello travis! :)

1st Dec 2008!!

2008-12-02T01:54:00.001+08:00

Oh mY Ali!!! haha.. i got my iphone today!! yahoo!! delivering to me on friday!! yes!!! finally i got the phone i wan le.. haha.. and i got another surprise... haha..

xuen...

2008-11-30T00:57:00.001+08:00

lucky stiff is over already.. haha.. tiring man.. haha.. show after show after show.. now i got to start with nut le... after tat i seriously need a break.. haha..

xuen

2008-11-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

wa.. so tired tired tired.... think really gotta fall sick real real soon.. cannot take it le... sch production... i got nth to say.. its like... mayb its juz the way ppl work that i cannot take it.. haha...

and.... im still kinda feeling lost.. dunnoo wats going on in her mind. haha.. oh wells.. and its not that i wan to feel upset over things.. but sometimes i cant help but feel that way.. mayb its just me.. i feel sucky...

xuen

2008-11-20T00:12:00.001+08:00

Congrats nong!! haha.. 8 points... wa lao... haha

i oso dunno wats PDL man... forgot wat is it le.. wahaha

xuen

schedule..

2008-11-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

schedule from now till july 2009 is already out for me.. haha.. yesterdae i juz accepted an offer from theatre practice on a 2 mths plus plus contract from june and july 2009.. haha.. so basically my schedule now is..

help out in sch show till dec, then got 2 days Nus UCC show, then dec is for nutcracker, jan - may is sch, then june and july at theatre practice.. sooo... i guess im gotta be MIA for some time again.. haha..

anw, sch hols had started and im in sch helpin out in lucky stiff.. things are goin on smoothly now.. haha.. so yea lor... but will be busy soon... muz jia you le...

xuen

P.S

NONG!!!! U BETTER PASS UR TP LATER.. HAHA...

its back...

2008-11-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

the SIANZ feeling is back after 2-3 weeks... argh... know im not suppose to feel that way... but.. i still feel it that way... kaoz.... this is crap..

2008-11-09T10:52:00.001+08:00

sorry for making u feel scare... i dunno wat to do either.. so i can only say sorry....

nunsense makin me feel sooooo............

breakdown,...

2008-11-08T02:26:00.001+08:00

sianz.. .
first time do production till i break down... totally cannt take it.. nt getting the support i need from the side i need.. Argh... cant believe it man.. so stupid to break down during a production....

xuen

closing...

2008-11-03T11:49:00.001+08:00

starting to close myself up... i wan to do that.. not gotta tell ppl or anyone anythin le.. keep iit to myself.. haha..

so im not gotta blog that often le...

Nunsense bumping in today...

show on 13-15th Nov..

13th- 8pm show

14th- 8pm show

15th- 3pm & 8pm show

xuen

mixed feelings

2008-10-26T09:03:00.003+08:00

argh..... stupid thingy has been bothering me since friday during the bbq... my dad called to tell me about who and who and who had went for the TZH and stuffs... then i was like WTH!! tat time when i was still free its like sometimes only i went?? even he not free i oso go lor.. but that was when i was free, no productions... now i busy with all this stuffs how am i goin to find time out for all this things??

and its not like i dowan to go LY and stay tat active in qsn... but when im there all those sch work is still runnin inside my mind.. adding on, im tryin to get myself more contacts in this line so that when i come out from that stupid NS, i still got the contacts to work and stuffs...

i've already say le.... when i got the time i will go FT and LY and etc de.... so pls CHILL PPL....

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Things have been goin well between us i think.. i wont hide anythin from u ok? haha.. ' And i know u are smiling' wahaha.. 'Dun bluff'...

argh, pain in my hand is still there since the fall yesterday.. Zzzzz

xuen

2008-10-19T09:43:00.002+08:00

just had breakfast... was suppose to go to TH... but.... haha.. lazy... only sundae for me to rest at home and do some catchin up wif my propmt book and the ever ending paper work.. Zzzz....

not feeling very good after wat i heard last nite... still cannot believe it.. hope that she's really really alright..

xuen

nunsense

2008-10-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

k.. long time no blog liao.. been doin okay i guess.. busy with Nunsense rehearsal and stuffs.. haha.. thing gotta fail my history of theatre cause i've not start anything at all.. haha.. die le..

then the rest of the things have been going well i guess.. haha.. i dunno oso... litat lor...

bye..

travis

2008-10-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

k im here to blog....

B
L
O
G......

ok... done.. bye bye

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here's ur photo..

2008-09-26T10:39:00.003+08:00

2008-09-21T19:54:00.003+08:00

drawn by Petrina Dawn Tan..

emo...

2008-09-19T18:09:00.002+08:00

k... its in the morning le.... going for a facial and hair cut later.. so i wanna blog first.. dunno why feel kinda weird now... not because im bloggin or wat.. juz thinkin.. wat stev.e said is kinda happening.. haha..

been busy with my sch production and haven really been havin enough sleep... but well... who cares.. haha... at least every morning there is somethin i will look forward to.. haha.. which is the first meal of the day...'breakfast'.... haha.. anyway, allocation for next semester is out.. and i gort wat i wanted... stage manager for musical theatre show call, Nunsense.

last nite was 2nd last nite of the show, so after tat me, shan, sinyee, yip, cyn,brian, isk, eugene, kala, kiran went to alps cafe to chill... i chill till 12am then went to sch to meet pet.. she was kinda emo and told me wat happen.. then after that make me felt lotts of things.. yeah.. wat she is facing now is like 80% wat was happening to me last time.. it was like about the same..

so yeah... we chatted till like 2 plus.. then her dad came to fetch and oso lom-bang me home... although i felt like very bad cause it was totally not in the way.. but anw... haha... so yeah... dunno le la...

bye

2008-09-19T18:09:00.001+08:00

hi ppl...

bye

5 women wearing the same dress

2008-09-14T17:21:00.003+08:00

ok... im now bumping in for 5 women wearing the same dress.. shows on thursdae, friday and saturday.. details at www.gatecrash.com...

ok bye bye....

<†®aV!s.... Doesn't know what he's THINKING...>

2008-09-08T17:04:00.002+08:00

ok.. now having rehearsal.. then sianz.. so decided to blog....

sentence of the day.....

' You like to stay one step ahead, just out of reach, but you are always looking back to say, "Don't stop reaching" '

xuen

2008-09-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

argh..... sometimes, i still feel like stoppin everythin tat i am doing now and juz go into NS... im juz so sick of all those tats happening....

xuen

2008-08-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

What Lee I-Xuen Travis Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.

You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.

You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

video and photos

2008-08-23T03:01:00.005+08:00

kan sianz....

2008-08-23T02:47:00.002+08:00

as if the teasing in sch is not enough... go work oso kena tease by colleague... super super sianz... somemore is teasin me about being a vegetarian.... I keep quiet when the teasing doesnt mean i dun care... if one day u go overboard, i swear, i will take my spanner and whack u in ur Face to let u remb not to tease me about being a vegetarian. i already said its because of my Religion tats why i chose to be a vegetarian so pls Respect my Religion and Me. Dun make me use the brutal way. everyone has their limits.

sch, kena saboe to be class rep.. then si mi sai kan i oso muz do... kaos... like in level 3 is not enough i still muz do this and that... cant let me study in peace meh... wat 'veggie boy' 'veggie boy'..... i gort name de lor..

anw, todae was kena, happy and sianz day?? cause still haven get over yesterdae de freaking teasing... i dunno wat to do thats why when he was teasin i diam diam.. let him say.. but he freaking still try to throw a lighted matchstick at me... so dun go overboard...

k, then after sch, went to meet Vee... shop shop.. i gort 3 de bermudas, 2 for workin and 1 for casual wear... then we went to watch Meet Dave.. kaos.. me and vee watch till both of us fell asleep at different parts of the show.. haha.. too tired le.. cannot take it.. then after that, she went to meet up with kai and WMIC.... while i headed to city hall to meet petrina for fireworks...

fireworks were not bad... the team from France really know their job... the whole 10-20 minutes fireworks display were simply fantastic... enjoyed myself.. but muz thanks Mary Bek for the tix.. haha.. shall upload the fireworks pictures and video in the next post ba...

k, time to go sleep liao.. hope tomolo is a better day... can finally sleep in tml le..

nitex,
xueny

2008-08-21T00:46:00.003+08:00

tired sia.. workin tml.. at TWS again.. haha.. this time under andy... tired tired... juz came home not long ago from TWS oso.. haha.. k.. need sleep liao.. else tml die... haha..

ciaos

2008-08-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

sick and tired of some stuffs.. im goin to start to dun bother about it more... juz do my own task every week can liao.. dun care... wahahah.. ..

xuen

2008-08-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

k.. been lazy to blog.. anyway, im closing down soon.. hehe...

ciaos

photos

2008-08-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

national day...

2008-08-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

ok.. todae is national day.. so firstly, happy birthdae singapore... haha.. well.. spend my day in the sun again.. haha.. went to ubin for cycling with yinlin and weimei.. haha.. only 3 of us nia.. Zzzzz.... haha.. not bad la.. its always so good to get close to the nature.... makes me more calm and feel closer to the nature... shuang.. haha...

xuen

2008-08-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

NAC!!! national arts council ah.. haha.. thats my presentation that i need to show next week.. Zzzzzz..... but luckily i spend my afternoon doing the ppt.. haha.. think i completed 50% le ba.. haha.. i hope so... cause need to make a 15 minutes de... phew...

anyway, feeelin better le i guess.. haha.. but very sianz hurt my ankle.. now walk still gort some bits of pain... sianz haha.. dun care la.. tml i goin to ubin to bike.. woots! haha.. relaz...

ciaos

crazy!!

2008-08-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh!!! so many things going on in my mind!!! roar!! so so so many... its driving me almost crazyness..... friendship, sch, etc etc..... argh!!! i guess ppl do change after all... i dun mean anyone in particular.. im sayin as a overall... mixing wif different ppl over a period of time can change oneself which he/she knowing it... there is way too much real life examples that i had seen.. and those are ppl who were once close to me... very close.. but now when i see them.. i see the change in them, the way they talk, the way they do things.. its totally... well.. i dunno.. quite unexpected for me.. cause i never thought they will become of wat i see them now.. sigh...

ppl are weird... gals.. haha.. even worst.. =x... few behave differently when wif me and when not wif me... i dun understand why.. telling me one thing now but tellin ppl another thing.. its like wth... they really are complicated creatures.. haha..

sch.... ppl all think im weak cause im a veggie.. haha.. but once and once i've proven them that veggie ppl are not weak at all.. dun belittle us for being a vegetarian... haiz...

all these stuffs that are goin on makes me wonder is this a test for me? a test from lao mu? to see how can i solve/face all this stuffs ssurrounding me.. occuring around me...

so so many things goin through my mind... its only the 2nd day of sch and im already so tired.. like haven sleep for long time le.. really tired... gort assignment oso dunno how to start it... haiz...

xuen.................................

sch started

2008-08-05T09:17:00.003+08:00

sch has started... haha.. but first 3 weeks of lesson will be slack slack and slack.. cause a few lecturers still away either holiday-ing or serving NS.. haha.. so my time-table now is like 1 lesson daily?? haha... shall show u why..

monday- 11.30-1.30pm
tuesday- 11.30-1.30pm
wednesday- 9-11am
thursday- 11.30-1.30pm
friday- 9-11am

pretty slack rite? haha.. been workin for the past 2 days.. quite slack oso.. but still tiring.. then my is pain again.. sianz.. aiya, dun care le.. im sick of seein the physio.. haha.. and my production is coming soon! haha.. coming sept, from 12th-20th.. im ASM-ing (Assistant stage manager). haha.. and my stage manager is shan shan again... 3rd consecutive show with her liao. haha.. first show of the semester and workin wif muscial theatre level 2. payday is coming soon but oso means my pocket going to be empty le cause i sponsoring myself for the december taiwan trip.. lol.. quite cool when i know we are booking the whole plane.. haha.. but too bad not goin with another de shu... yinglun was kinda disappointed when he heard that.. haha. lol!!
ok time to prepare to go sch liao... stage management lesson todae..

ciaos

mixed feelings...

2008-08-02T20:07:00.001+08:00

mixed feelings todae... happy yet sad at the same time...

:( & :)

2008-07-31T22:07:00.002+08:00

back from orientation le.. haha.. it was okay i guess.. the number of lvl 1 are almost the same as last year man... suddenly the tech theatre in lasalle became a very big group when tog... haha.. all the lvl 1,2 and 3.. haha.. time-table for the semester is pretty good.. everydae 9am lesson.. which means have to squeeze the stupid train with those stupid ppl again.. thinkin of it pisses me off man... argh... but good thing is i ending sch at 1.30 daily.. which means i can go find a part time job after sch... yah!!!

so after orientation, i decided to head home le... was suppose to catch a movie.. but she got stuffs to do.. .haha.. but halfway back decided to go orchard and go walk walk cause she was there to relaz. .haha.. oh welll... walk to quite a number of places though... then headed home le lor... haha...

damn.. i feel damn damn bad man... sigh... .

xuen

开学了！！！

2008-07-31T11:05:00.003+08:00

phew... slept at 3am last nite.. couldnt get to sleep man... all ur fault.. haha.. anw, todae goin back to sch for some orientation thingy... Zzzz.... meeting shan, stevey, ning... etc.. for lunch... sch is finally starting next week.. wat a super duper long hols man...i hols, ppl haven hols, ppl hols i still hols, ppl hols finish liao then i still hols. .haha.. then now, finally my hols ending liao..

well well, when sch start im gotta be in my 3rd year le... then left with 1 more year... then i will get my degree le... target!!!! (First class honours)... which means i muz start to chiong study liao.. haha.. damn.. been slackin like no other ppl business in my foundation and 2nd year... so its time to be serious... and hope the seriousness can last.. LOL! really muz jia you le!!

李瑷学！！！！加油加油加油！！！！

2008-07-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

wonderful perf.. wahaha... gort TZ even came and comment on the wonderful perf CO had.. woohoo.. and heard that it was the best show of the nite.. .wahaha. we ROCKS man... woohoo.. and luckily.. i think my solo part was good oso.. hmm.. actually gort alot of things to describe but.. damn lazy to type man... anw, shall summarise yesterdae, went to Kbox, sing till i drop, then went to TH for the HYH.. haha.. then to YCK, then laugh till JK dunno became wat sia.. was shakin and shaking, then nana oso laugh till cannot drop.. somemore the beats when laughin all wrong de.. haha..

then todae early mornign went to Theatreworks for set up.. the Ang Mos there sux big time. haha.. keep changing and changing their idea.. actually i can 1pm leave the place, stayed till 7 pm.. kns...

now waitin for time to pass so that can call Qi.. lolx. so boring.. and i haven watch dark knight yet... roar!!!

next post is a very funny story....

xuen

money..

2008-07-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

haha.. damn man.. i seriously is spending alot man.. todae brought body shop de facial foam and everlast de shoes. haha.. total cost, 70 bucks.. damn.. then yesterdae make new specs 200 bucks.. woohoo.. now. i broke again liao.. siao liao.. then i still gort clothes to buy man.. how how. .haha.. todae work.. okok lor.. stand still leg pain.. thats all . .haha.. then gort nong talkin to me while workin.. haha.. BFFL lehx.. haha.. ok ciaos..

not workin tml and on fridae...

P.S. WHO CAN WATCH DARK KNIGHT WITH ME??

xuen

2008-07-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

bloggin time.. haha.. todae tuesdae.. so im off from work.. haha.. woke up late.... then couldnt make it in time to meet qi for lunch. =x. sorry... so i decided to pack my room.. haha.. now look slightly nicer.. haha.. still gort aot of stuffs sia.. dunno wat to do wif it.. Zzzzz... then slack at home till now.. laer goin to collect my new specs liao. woohoo...

monday, went to work.. nth much to say about oso.. except that leg pain.. haha.. been doin alot of runnin recently cause tryin to improve my own stamina for the nike race and mayb the standard chartered race oso.. lolx...

sundae- went to TH in the morning.. then gort CO, then went to esplanade for 'happy robin'. ok la.. overall the show still not bad.. Robin Goh using singing to tell us about his life.. his first BF.. haha.. yeah he's gay.. then yeah lor.. was more interested in the lightin then the performance.. so halfway through i doze off.. wahaha.. oops.. lolx..

goin for cycling tonite! haha.. then tml goin to work.. but i havin my thursdae off! shiok.. think i goin to watch dark knight liao.. woots..

xuen

short and sweet

2008-07-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

wat a HIGH day man.. haha.. todae woke up early to jog.. haha.. yinlin, lun and me.. lolx.. the early was 6.45 ... lol! haha.. then i went home, slack awhile, then to have lunch, then to queensway to get some stuffs but i only manage to get 2 fbt shorts nia.. haha.. then to wanjun's b'dae.. qiyun jie was super duper late.. haha.. then home.. haha..

goin to CO tml then to esplanade for a show with nana... (i gort free tix from stev.o)

short and sweet post.. too lazy le. .haha..

nitez

weird nite...

2008-07-17T10:51:00.002+08:00

damn.. had a weird weird dream for 2 nites in a row.. although its unrelated but still its still very weird.. somemroe last nite keep waking up sia.. think i count, gort more then 3 times lor.. roar.. dunno why oso...

jus read through a friend's blog that set me thinkin of some stuffs... saying that he had change alot.. hmm... then was thinkin wat about myself? had i change? if i had.. wat kind of change had i went through? had i change for the better or for the worst ?... think those question can only be answered by those who notice me more ba.. mayb wmic de ppl might know. .haha..

anw, last nite went to make specs.. haha.. at cck... total was 200 bucks.. the lens itself cause 140bucks liao.. lol.. luckily the frames gort discount.. else super expensive sia. phew.. luckily i ask ling pei me.. or i really dunno wat to choose.. haha.. then went to had dinner and chill at lot 1 de mac.. haha.. then home lor..

and yinmei passed her TP liao.. lol!! somemore her demerit points was less then mine.. kns.. super lucky.. haha..

xuen

photos

2008-07-16T15:31:00.004+08:00

HYH...

2008-07-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

todae's hyh was success ba.. haha.. shld i say that? lolx.. anw, perf was great.. not bad at all.. i already cant wait for the next hyh to come liao... 26th of july.. wahaha.. it will be a big one... with a BANG!!! haha. it will be a powerful perf from CO man.. wahaha....

then after co de perf me and lun went to watch the rest of the perf... hmmm... when it was byz de turn.. i was thinkin.. shld i go back or not lehx... part of me wanted to help out in the technical side of the perf.. cause like not very nice lehx.. in my own opinion la (but lao shi ask for my advice.. wahaha.).. haha.. but another part of me was thinkin about whether do i have the time to go back and commit to it or not.. cause i gort volunteer to LY for the indonesia youth grp.. so mayb every 1 or 2 mths need to go into indonesia.. but its not confirm yet... hmmm. need to sort it out first.. or else very ma fan lehx.. haha..

oh wells... need to have to talk to Zz again... anyway, after the hyh, guys and i went to yck and have supper!! shiok.. then now home le of course... haha.. took some photos be4 the perf, shall upload it tml then...

nitez ppl...

xueny

2008-07-14T09:18:00.003+08:00

wah sianz la... this week de workin shift totally sucks man!! haha.. todae 10-6pm, tuesdae and wednesday off.. then thursdae 2-10pm then friday 6-10pm... lol!!! not even one dae gort full shift lor.. cham liao la.....

ANWs, yesterdae went to eat breakfast at hua jing, this time gort my dad, my bro, lun, ling and od course me la.. haha. then went to YG haad tuition then had some dao yi. after that rush to tian hui for some LY de stuffs followed by CO...

well..........

Co was kinda boring.. mainly because the songs are relatively easy lor.. haha.. think dun need see the scores oso can play.. haha.. so me and lun decide to do somethin interesting on tuesdae. haha.. that is we are goin to give the audience the impression that we are enjoying playin by keep smiling and havin eye contact with the audience.. wahaha.. it will be fabulous.. haha.. then after CO we went to Mei ting's place for her FT anni.. haha.. so long neber see her le.. so we were quite happy when we saw her.. haha. chatted awhile then i went home le..

now goin to get ready for work le.. super sianz.. no money how to go taiwan... roar!

xuen

(3 more days)

2008-07-12T13:24:00.002+08:00

sudden thought....

Thanks to all those who have been wif me for the past 1 year (Especially WMIC).. finally finally.. i'm over it le.. without YOU guys de accompany life would have been much much more harder for me man.. especially this past 1 year.... Thanks alot PEOPLE!!!

xuen/travis

2008-07-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

neither like nor love anymore... no one.. wahaha.. hehe...

2008-07-06T22:16:00.001+08:00

79 words

Speed test

photos for fri and sat

2008-07-06T13:34:00.005+08:00

LoVE!!!

me and hwee jun

me and darling andy

kai extra

me and Vee!

RUn Run RUn!!

UGLY sia..

me and andy!

nice fountain

me and ivy (2)

me and ivy (3)

friday and sat..

2008-07-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

woohoo... fridae was nice nice man.. haha... afternoon went to meet qi.. then oso get lunch for her... then stay at her cart there pei her for awhile, she last day of work liao le.. haha.. think she damn happy.. haha.. then i went to meet nong, andy, vee and yeeting to have dinner at yuan xiang. haha... after dinner we went to do somethin stupid.. shall post photos in the next post.. haha..

then saturday, sianz.. went to Co perf at amk cc.. overall should i say not bad? haha.. didnt really do much though.. haha...

juz came back from YG de sports activites.. haha.. play firsbee.. lol... not bad la.. although my team lost.. haha... goin to CO practice later!!

xuen

2008-07-02T10:38:00.000+08:00

2008-07-01T10:17:00.005+08:00

last sat de b-camp de camp sharing photos...

and... c-camp

and WMIC outing (with special guest) hehe..

hmmm..

2008-06-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

juz watch a channel 8 de show.. 7pm de.. neber watch be4.. but juz nice saw a part that think the female actor de character similar to me.... ' dun like to admit defeat, but at the same time dowan to give up oso' in terms of r/s.. haha.. think its calll 'qin hua duo duo kai'.. its interesting.. haha..

workin tml liao... at sony wisma.. .Zzzzz....

xuen

2008-06-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

2 days gone by.. whaha.. yesterdae was a normal day for me... morning... think i stayed at home ba.. cant really remember.. haha.. anw, then evening meet up with cui ying jie.. haha.. went for dinner then watch 'wanted'... super nice man.. think the show too violence for her.. haha.. think doesnt suit her.. haha... then after movie we chatted for a while at mac.. then zaoz liao. .haha..

today.. went to pei liang zi go take his basic.. haha. he finally pass liao... although it was his 2nd time.. haha.. then taking his advance on he 8th of july. .haha.. hope he can one time pass this time round.. lol1! then went to have lunch and i went to cut haiR!!! super super short.. thought bah will see me in my new short hair.. but.... oh wells.. haha...

thats all folks!!

nitez
xuen

physio

2008-06-25T22:55:00.001+08:00

another day gone by... passed by... todae afternoon went to physio for my back. but in the end, had my arm bandage.. lol.. cause over exert my arm de muscles and etc.. hha.. sianz... then after that went to suntec to look for siqi.. lol.. sit them talk cock till she close her cart.. haha.. then go home le.. haha..ssss

back from sentosa

2008-06-24T18:54:00.005+08:00

ok.. ppl.. im back from sentosa.. haha.. didnt really get tanned today man... in fact the skies were quite dark and there were slight drizzle when i reach there... roar!!! all ling's fault for cursing about the rain... haiz.... anw, luckily there were sun around 12pm.. haha.. so i still got sun tanned... but till now, the only diff is my face lor.. which is SLIGHTLY red only!! ..... so i think need to go back again sometime be4 sch reopens.. haha.. too some photos too...

Xuen

monday....

2008-06-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

haha. monday was not a bad day for me.. lolx.. woke up as usual.. ard 10 plus... once online that yingjie straight online,, ask me about my sister.. ask her to join ss and ask me to join ss cause miss bah is in ss... zzz...

anyway, i did some house chores, and clean up my hamster's cage.. chill chill awhile, then i went to town to tighten my braces. damn pain man.. till now its still painful.. shit.... then went to vivo city to catch a movie, 'You Don't Mess With The Zohan'. haha its not bad sia.. quite funny...

then had to rush to little india for rehearsal.. doing a magic show.. its by kiki tay.. a magician.. performing this sunday at jubille hall.. hehe.. im the lighting designer for the show.. awesome right? think will be my first time as lighting designer man.. feel so proud... finally can try to use my creativity and see whether im up to it as a lighting designer.. haha..

going to sentosa later liao.. think there will only be 3 guys ba.. zheng nong, tian zhong and me.. lolx.. it will stil be fun cause our motive is to get tanned!!! wahaha....

see ya...

bah i-xuen...

c-camp and bah....

2008-06-22T12:39:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello!!! im back from C-CAMP!! haha.. learn alot this time round. the M.I.C.E.S, knowing of ourselves and etc etc.. haha. shall elaborate more in my next post cause im rushin for time... goin to go for a meeting soon.. miss bah was oso there at the camp.. haha.. juz that we arent in the same group nia.. haha.. this time round didnt take any photos from c-camp lehx.. think andy gort take ba.. shall kapo from him when i see him.. wahaha...

(looks my decision is right to wait till after NS.. hehe)

xuen

photos!!!

2008-06-18T23:21:00.012+08:00

pls dun kiss me!!!

stop taking photo of us!!!

we dunno anythin !!!!

GROUP hug!!!! carebear!!!

dun even try andy! ahaha

HEHEHEH!!!!

doesnt i look like im sick ??

2008-06-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! b-camp de booklet plus its name tag.. its so nice!!!

DFC.. yummy yummmy!!!

deli vege..

2008-06-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

todae kinda went to celebrate nong's de birthday.. haha.. anyway, i shall keep it short and sweet.. haha.. went to deli vege to have dinner then to vivo like last time to chit chat... talk about ourselves and etc.. only gort 1 photo(the rest are wif Vee) and another photo is b-camp de... hhe,...

nitez

(be happy andy dear!!!)

2008-06-16T16:44:00.001+08:00

Okay, i'm done with it! Hope you like it yeah! :D
With Love,
J.Hui!

back from B-CAMP!!!

2008-06-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

helo helo... i'm back from b-camp le!!! haha.. its a 4dae 3 nite de camp for me.. lolx.. cause i have to bunk in a nite earlier to set up stuffs and discuss about our plans.. this year im involved in the logistics... it was something fruitful ba.. quite fun and knowledgeable.. learn alot of stuffs.. but need to get back my rest first then slowly think back abt wat i had learn then see wat i can use it now.. ahaha too tired to write more le.. shall continue either tml or monday.. haha..

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angry....

2008-06-08T00:57:00.003+08:00

wah!!! damn angry and stress about myself.. its like what im doin now like wrong litat sia... wan go do CO de stuffs then kena shoot for not puttin B-camp as priority, then go CO there, TZ say muz put them as priority oso.. then what ur wan me to do sia? i cant split myself into half right? HYH comin, then i haven been goin for practice for quite some time liao.. then b-camp oso comin.. but i go meetin but neber settle really much stuffs, then of course i will go to CO and settle the stuffs i wan there right?? ARGH!!!!

then thurs wan go sentosa relaz and sun tanned,, then no sun, weather sucks.. neber even gort a slight tanned or burn at all.. ROAR!!! not my week after all.. sianz.. super sian....

I AM TU LAN!!!!!!!

birthdae and walkin trip...

2008-06-02T22:53:00.003+08:00

photos of my b'dae at mai zhi shu and the trekkin at mt faber.. haha..

trekkin was a actvity for our de shu de kids and youth.. haha.. quite fun la.. but tiring.. haha.. and the b'dae pic was done by ying.. tks!!

2008-06-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

Questions:

1. What disappoints you the most?

ur all know who izzit de.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

Italy

3. What's your favorite thing to do?

sms-ing.msn-ing?

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?

what do u think??

5. If u have one dream to come true, what will it be?

able to be wif her?

6. If you have a chance to choose,do you still want to stay in singapore or overseas?

Overseas, sick and tired of this stress country

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

my parents and best friends.

8. If you win $1 million, What would you do?

donate to do charity & buy car!.

9. What do you dream of doing in the future?

Be an air steward or police officer in CID

10. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged you?

Winnie: sweet, caring & hmm.. she's my twin too much liao...

11. What makes you happy?

When i am able to spend my day wif my friends ba..

12. What type of person do you hate the most?

Selfish & betrayer.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?

good question... dunno.. :)

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?

flying...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

happy.

16. If it's the end of the world, what will it be your last wish?

to be with someone i love alot.

17. If you have a chance to choose, would you want to go back in time?

maybe? .

18. Do you have regrets in your life?

Somehow a little.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him/her ?

last time yes.. now.. i dunno.

20.Do you wish to be love or to love someone more?

to be loved more.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatter box that he/she has been tagged.

2008-05-31T20:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AH~
Sorry for the late wishing, was busy with school stuffs, remedial everyday, -.-
Meet up soon, then i'll celebrate with you a belated one, sorry dude.
With Love,
J.Hui.

woots...

2008-05-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

haha... 19 year old liao.. haha.. so how did i spend my day ?? haha. oh well.. it was kinda better then wat i had expected.. lol.. i manage to go out. .haha.. ard 3plus.. with heng ling and wen ying.. we went gombak to mai zhi shu to have 'lunch', haha.. they even gort me a small cake.. haha.. tks ladies.. .haha.. and oso the crumpler de bag.. woots.. which yinmei oso forked in too.. haha.. then i went to meet nong lor.. had a chatted, went for b-camp de meeting then meet nong again.. chatted again.. haha.. we talk about my licence.. and stuffs lor...

oh well.. nong de prediction didnt come through.. haha.. she didnt even wish me at all.. haha.. nong predicted she will at 2359.. but.. oh wells.. guess she totally forgotten about it ba... mayb i shouldnt had expected too much from her oso.. haha.. even ling called around 0000 to wish me lor.. haha.. anw, still had a nice b'dae la.. haha.. later tonite goin to circuit road to eat with WMIC and ppl.. haha..

and have to thanks my parents.. haha.. they are so cute.. gave me the triangle plate and a sweater from D&G as my b'dae. .hehe.. love them...

nite ppl.. haha

xuen- 19 year old liao!!!

yeah!!!

2008-05-29T10:20:00.002+08:00

woohoo.. gort licence liao.. haha... wat a way man.. now can happy happy go past my 19th b'dae.. haha.. shiok sia... hehe...

xuen

TP TP TP!!!

2008-05-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! taking my TP test real real soon!! at 3.45pm... omg omg!!! can i pass with my first try??? can i??? i can de!!!! muz not get more the 18 points deducted!! cannot!!! so muz be real careful and at the same time stay calm and be ALERT!!! ROAR!!! so freaking worried sia... sianz. haha.. this week hasnt been doing much oso... wah.. i juz calculated and i spent about 1.5k on this whole drivin sia.. then if i add in my theory should be oso 1.5 k.. quite alot sia.. muz think of ways to return the money liao.. damn.

tried to work on my b--camp de stuffs.. but not going very well.. in fact after all this months of meeting and etc.. i think i am still not up for it to do camp planning.. haha.. my understanding for TAO is still very very weak.. haven reach the stage yet for camp plannin.. haha.. think next time shouldnt plan liao.. haha... De Shu de stuffs do till very good den do camp plannin.. haha.. cause dun feel i had did much for this upcoming plan oso... haha.. dunno why lehx... juz feel not there lor.. my standard.. haha..

anyway.. still muz JIA YOU!! for my drivin exam tml and JIA YOU!!! for the upcoming b-camp.. haha..

xuen

2008-05-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.

You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.

Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.

But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.

You're generally a friendly and trusting person.

But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.

You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.

You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.

Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.

Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.

You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.

But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.

You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

jelly beans

2008-05-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

short

2008-05-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

shall keep todae's blog short.. went to VT work, then dinner.. then went to buy this big big bottle of jelly beans... wahahaha

work work plus hols hols

2008-05-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

well well... this week had beeen quite a relazing week for me ba.. can i litat say? haha.. been spendin time aimlessly at home... haha.. yesterdae spend the morning watchin 'prince of tennis' and 'Harold & Kumar goes to White Castle' then at nite went to watch 'Harold & Kumar Escape from Guata....... Bay' (Dunno how to spell) hehe.... then went chill chill

then......

todae oso spend my morning at home watchin "Tennis" and 'National Treasure' at first i thought its the one in the movies de.. then realize that one is 'National Treasure 2' LOL!!! dumb dumb me.. haha.. then just now went to watch 'What Happen in Vegas'. quite an interesting show sia.. telling us about living with the ppl we barely know, and somemore the couple in the show only know each other for last then 24 hours and live with each other for 6mths yet they realize although they went through alot of quarreling but in the end they are the perfect match for each other.. cause they are at theirselves the most when with each other. esp joy Mcnally, her friend said that she was at her most natural self when together with 'Jack Off'.

then whole shows makes me think back of the past again.. haha. i dunno why oso... makes me think of all the quarreling we had in the past... although it was not as bad as them but still quite a memory, somemore few days back i was at stamford arts centre... the place where hsing hai Co and SLO is situated, i step inside the buildin maakes me remember the last time i step in there, was to wait for her to finish her Lesson or her CO practice, the number of times i had been there and the waiting and etc.. i oso dunno why am i bringing back the memories sia.. haha.. it juz came into my mind.. haha..

anw, starting work at Singapore Lyrical Opera next week for their upcoming show, my job is crew cum Dresser... from mondae till sat... haha.. then followin week gotta prepare my driving exam, 28th may and my b'dae which is a dae after.. wonder wat to do on that day.. haha.. then 2nd june and 7th June gort to work for Shan for bump in and bump out... thats all for my hols workin sia.. haha.. dun think i can earn even 1K sia.. mayb will still have show ba.. i dunno.. haha..

oh well... todae de blog kinda long sia.. haha.. 11 more days!!! I-XUEN!!! JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!!

xuen

wee....

2008-05-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

yahoo.... now offically hols liao.. and i've oso quit my job from mediacorp le.. now workin part time as event crew... helpin to do set up and etc... latest one was for DBS bank de annual D&D... not bad la... see alot of jie jie... hahaha.....

todae went to nana's place wif wife and peng yu, we played tennis and badminton.. lol... not bad la.. like a sports day litat.. then later still goin joggin wif lun and yinlin... oh god.. my TP is gettin nearer and nearer liao... quite excited1!! i wan to pass wif my first try!! haha..

thinkin of stop goin back to CO le.. there is really gettin more and more boring le..cant find anythin to keep myself focus there... no motivation.. i know its all about the LY.. but seriously, almost everythin is screwed up there.. not only the conductor but also the people that are playin.. im not referrin to the TZs, they are good, its those ppl la.. haha.. cant stand it.. oh welll.. its not goin to be my business anymore... since i cant find any motivation for me to stay there then why bother right? haha.. i can make use of it in other ways... oh well....

want to go back to sentosa again.. haha.. i haven got enough tanned yet.. roar!!

xuen

its over...

2008-05-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

ladies and gentlemans.......

my sch is finally over!!!! hahaha..... shiok sia.. fly with me, the show i juz did, is oso over le.. yesterdae juz finish bump out and bump in.. so i reach home ard 6am plus this morngin.. didnt sleep a wink till 2pm.. then now wake up le... damn.. i need to catch up with all the sleep i had miss for the past 2 weeks man....

anw, went to sentosa yesterdae.. had a little bit of sun tanning and swimmin... well well.. didnt really enjoy, the time too such, mux go one more time... wahaha... i had oso quit my mediacorp de job liao.. pay really sucks.. cannot take it man.. now need to buck up for my Traffic Police test that is comin real real soon liao.... I WANT TO PASS ON MY FIRST TRY!!! haha... oh welll.. now goin to qing zhu liao...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

bye world....

in sch..

2008-04-28T11:41:00.002+08:00

sianz.. now in sch again... this time is doin the showcase de... its the dance level 3 graduation show case... todae Fly with me is havin a break.. which is good.. haha.. cant stand the music playin through my mind for the whole weekend.. haha.. sat after rehearsal went out with adeline.. haha.. she's one of the dancers... then went to have supper with peng and my wife aka niang zi.. haha.. then went home lor.. haha... this week daes watchin bleach and heroes season 2.. kinda slow.. but no choice.. now then a little bit free.. haha...

then sundae was normal lor.. went for QSN ban, then went home to sleep and slack, didnt go to CO, was too tired liao.. cannot tahan, somemore was like not really at home the whole week, so decided to have dinner wif my parents and family lor... then went to holland V to walk walk wif adeline again... finally slept early last nite though.. so todae was kinda fresh.. a new week.... then my dad is gone again. to philippines again... sianz... oh welll....

xuen =p

Fly with me...

2008-04-24T11:46:00.002+08:00

fly with me.. thats the show name im doin now... its a dance show involving foundation dance till the degree dance... and its freaking difficult for me.. i am the sound operator for the show.. even now when im bloggin, im actually in sch la... sianz.... been a hectic week. alot alot of stuffs to do... nt only show stuffs but oso FT de stuffs oso... how i wish i could have some mroe sleep.. argh!!!

tired tired tired....

xuen

2008-04-20T19:27:00.002+08:00

while she was reading and playing wif that little gal.. i still can see something within her and through her eyes... i can see.. the nature of her, the innocent her, the pure her.. the eyes that she had that once got my attention a few years back... but.... there's no point in sayin anythin now...

it was this photo...

2008-04-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

The...... for him

Yup.. it was this photo that was on Stomp 2 years back... and in it...

oh well...

i knew it...

2008-04-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

well well.. i was slacking at home juz now with nth to do... so decided to go to stomp to check out some stuffs.. to be kpo la.. haha.. but at the same time.. i remembered about a picture that was posted last feb.... but anw, while surfing through stomp, i found out smth else and i kinda expected it... here's a sentence from the website "It's nothing but a big present that fell from the sky that I met him, and found him through the tough times." so wat was the tough times? me? after the break-up then she found him? or being together wif me was the tough times?

"to protect me from getting any more danger out there" i didn't give her any protection? so what does all this means?? why do i still feel kinda sore after lookin through all this?? have i not given up? have i not? i dun even know myself.. KNS!! thought can happily go into my semester break.. but.. really KNS now.... argh!!!

emo...

2008-04-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

I was running in a train tunnel. I heard the roaring of an engine. A train!! I’m scared. My legs are wobbling. I can’t move. I cried for her to appear. To give me a hand. I longed for her. But no. I told myself to try. Try to run, run for it!!. I did!! I did!!! I ran. I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. I saw it!!! A hope. A ray of hope!!
But alas, the roar of the engine is getting louder and louder and finally, it smack right into me.
I lay down at the side of the track. Gasping for air. Tears holding themselves. I gathered all my energy and touched my heart. It hurts I told myself. And then darkness.

Understanding and accepting is what brings 2 person together. Do we only accept and appreciate a person only when they fulfil our expectations?

2008-04-14T09:34:00.000+08:00

weird long dream last night... the dream seems to last forever.. i woke up, then went back to sleep liao the dream will continue.. weird...

backstage pass...

2008-04-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

woot!!! finally its over.. haha.. i mean by technical theatre show.. haha.. ended yesterdae.. that kinda sums up my whole year in the technical theatre.. comin august, i will be movin up to level 2 le.. in which i will be specializing in one of the core specialization.. haha. and most probably, it will be stage management. .haha..

been a very very tiring week.. didnt had enough sleep till now... and im still super lackin of sleep... oh gosh. think i realli can die.. haha.. 1 more show to go.. just 1 more.. hha.. then its my hols le.. but gort camps comin up.. haha..

still the same one word... 'TIRED'

xuen

videos updates..

2008-04-08T05:15:00.004+08:00

ok.. last fridae.. went to meet chong and peng yu.. haha.. slack ard and went for dinner wif nana.... then cause peng yu gort car so we went to this CC to sing K.. haha.. not bad la.. quite homely.. so ended up we singing there lor.. the next post will have videos of us singing.. haha.. video lady is andrena.. haha.. cause i remb her taking somethin when we were singing. .haha.. then i secretly took the clips from her phone while she's sleeping.. haha..

yesterdae went to work after sch.. super duper tired... then after work, went to someone's place to do the costume design thingy.. lucky gort her ard.. or else i dunno how to do sia.. later muz hand in to shao shao liao.. haha.. then do till now.. even she sleepin liao. .haha.. then im stuck.. dunno wat to do liao. lolx.. mayb will call her up later ba.. yawn yawn.. i haven even slept a wink.. oh gosh... die liao.. later in the afternoon i still gort drivin lesson.. siao liao..

xueny
good morning world!!

2008-04-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

and i miss my old hair!!!!

work work work...

2008-04-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

started work le.. means my work load is increasing le.. which means i should cut down some of my activities le... hmm... mayb shld state down wat commmitments i have now...

- CO
- Skool
- Driving lessons
- B-camp planning
- QSN
- Zhao Dai
- Shows

juz todae i like a little cannot take it liao.. haha.. so i think im goin to give CO a miss le.. until i can mange my time properly or smth.. or else i will realli juz go concast liao.. with the amt f load on my shoulders..

on the other hand, 1 more mth plus till my traffic police liao.. yeah!! haha.. its one dae be4 my b'dae.. hehe.. hope i can pass on my first try!! talkin about my b'dae.. gort wish list liao.. haha

1. LV de wallet
2. Car licence
3. New backpack
4. crumpler de small pouch (the bundle large)
5. new black leather shoes
6. new desk
7. new specs
8. psp slim/ DS lite
9. car (impossible de wish)
10. sun glasses (best is oakley)

think tts all ba.. haha.. yawn yawn...

nites ppl!!

xuen

2008-04-01T10:14:00.002+08:00

I've change your tagboard to the popup cbox.

Cos' that cbox is too big for the space there. Hahaha.

Well, you gotto take car eof yourself ah!

Don't do things then never eat or whatever hor!

Hohoho. Jiayou!

You're missed, [:

BackStage Pass, 24HOUR

2008-04-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

Thank you!!

2008-04-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

haha... tks nyssa for changing the skin for mi.. whahaha..

anyway, haven been bloggin here for quite some time already.. been busy and of course lazy to blog... but since i gort a new skin.. might as well add somethin in it.. wahaha.. todae starts the bumpin in for 24 Hour, backstage pass by technical theatre art!! haha.. the show is next thursdae and fridae... at 7.30 pm1!! pls come and watch!! admissiion is FREE... yeah... FREE!!! haha.. .

started workin already oso.. at mediacorp.. haha.. but its branch out de small office... doin some video editin using final cut pro.. haha.. quite challengin though.. then oso started the B-camp plannin le.. haha.. this year the B-camp will be veri veri interesting.. woohoo.. ur shall wait and see.. ahaha....

anw, pls pls come down for my show.. im part of the directors too!! haha..

travis....